A Bit of Radiance for 2021 ~ by Marj Ivancic

A few years ago, I attended a yoga class in which the instructor read a passage to us that left me with a deep sense of peace and awe. I learned afterwards that it came from a book called, “The Radiance Sutras: 112 Gateways to the Yoga of Wonder and Delight” by Lorin Roche.

This book is a translation of a portion of the Vijnana Bhairava Tantra, which is an ancient teaching of yoga mediation. It is written as a conversation between two lovers, the God Who Is the Consciousness that Permeates Everywhere (also called Shiva or Bhairava) and the Goddess Who Is the Creative Power of the Universe (also called Shakti or Devi). Their exchange is centered on finding the divine in the everyday, in the world around us, and in our own hearts and bodies.

As we roll into a new year, I thought I would share one of the verses because it captures for me how I feel coming out of 2020 and also settles me into a hopeful, radiant mindset for 2021. I hope it might do the same for you.

Yukti Verse 89

“You are stunned, powerless.

You thought you knew

What was going on.

Now you realize you don’t have a clue.

You are stopped in your tracks.

Everything within your skin is shaking.

                                      Enter this shaking.

                                      Get curious.

Look around inside with wonder.

Unmind your mind.

All the walls have fallen down—

Go ahead and dissolve.

The One Who Has Always Been,

Who has seen much worse than this,

Is still here.” 

Breathing In the Elements ~ by Marj Ivancic

I have a goal to meditate one day. But that will be no easy feat for me. I’m an introvert, a storyteller, and sadly, a dweller.  I can beat a thought to death, resurrect it, and kill it again with all the skill of a necromancing Van Helsing.

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So, knowing that, I’ve decided to start small and focus first on deep breathing. Not only is this a significant part of the meditative practice, it boasts a host of benefits all its own—reducing risk of heart attacks, easing muscle tension, increased energy, etc. And it can be done anywhere, anytime. It doesn’t require a gym membership, special clothes or equipment. Nor do I have to carve out hours of my day to dedicate toward it.

There are many breathing techniques from which to choose, but the one I like best incorporates the four elements: Earth, Water, Air, Fire—the bars and notes that constitute the hymn of Life.

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EARTH - Inhale through the nose; exhale through the nose
WATER – Inhale through the nose; exhale through the mouth
AIR – Inhale through the mouth; exhale through the mouth
FIRE – Inhale through the mouth; exhale through the nose

As I follow the cycle—three of each of the above for a total of twelve breaths—I focus on what those elements mean to me:

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EARTH - Not only the dark, rich soil that is the backbone of the natural world but the natural world in its entirety. The full cycle—the seed, the soil, the sun, the rain, the tree, the fruit, back to the seed. It is birth and growth and death. It is a return to, a recognition of, our animal selves.

WATER – The essence of life without which all things would shrivel and die. It is the flow and continuation of our lives, of time. Of the world. The persistence to overcome as a drop of water shapes the rock bed over time.

AIR – The food that feeds our lungs and our heart’s blood. The cleansing breath that blows away the toxins poisoning our bodies and minds. 

FIRE – The light in the dark. The flame at the core of earth that warms us. The heat of our passions both of mind and body as well as spirit. It is our creativity. Our sexuality. The relationships we cherish.

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While I’m focused on the order of the breath and what the breath represents, I am not thinking about my To Do list, or that conversation that went awry, or that afront taken or given. I’m remembering the most basic of things.  I am free of the clutter that wedges itself between our souls and truth. 

Honestly, I’m not sure I’m doing any of this right. But then again, I’m not sure there is only one right way. Like most things—what works for one person may not work for another.  All I know is that those few minutes of practice give me a respite from my overactive brain, which may one day lead to true meditation.